The hunt for a part time job continues without success:/ I really really need that money! Now that I cant have Johan anymore the only thing I can think of that Im looking forward to is going to Japan! And without money thats impossible. As i mentioned in my blog before I worked for 2 nights as a waitress, but that apparently didnt work out since I havent heard back from them yet (its been months!!!) Then I tried working as a phonesalesman.. Haha I sucked so hard! I quit after 2 nights of total humiliation XO

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Today I spoke to Johan on MSN.. I broke down completely.. it was just so sad earing him say things like It would be impossible to even try to make him fall for me again.. It was totally devastating..

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Also I updated the design a bit and aded some adverts.. Im sorry you guys for beeing such a sellout.. but if youd like to click them please do, maybe I can fund my japan trip a bit that way(a) Onegai<3~~~