Saturday, April 4, 2009

Thursday, April 2, 2009

I dont know what to say.. Im just so tired of everything.. nothing is going my way right now... I only want one thing, and ofc that thing is impossible.


What is love *baby dont hurt me~~~ (sorry I had to)*

So Ive been thinking a bit about that important litle word: Love. As manny of you may know Im completely heartbroken right now, And you might know how that makes you think waaaay too much. Who is the ideal partner? well for me it would be someone I care about verry much and who I can allways trust. He has to have humour and it has to be easy to be myself around him. I think most people would agree with me on these points. But then, How about your best friend? Doesnt that person messure up to these points aswell? then what separets the two? this litle feeling called love? And what is love anyway? is it really lust Im talking about? of wanting that person more than anything else? its hard to explain my thoughts.. but anyway.. If I have a best friend, and I dont have those "romantic" feelings about him is he still not the best choice of partner? someone I can always be myself around, someone who knows everything about me. Have I completely lost my mind here? XO I dont know anything anymore...


I want to sleep forever...

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Today Rotary will have an informationcampaign down by the library:) Maybee Ill se you there? Some of the exchangestudents will be there to share information and stuff:P Tanoshimi^^
Im really hungry.. but when I try to eat Im not intrested anymore.. I think Im seriously depressed:S I cant sleep either.. and school isnt going that well either.. I want to go to Uppsala..


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